CCII – Quick Reflections on SEEK21

Seek21 was from February 4th through February 7th, and it was fantastic. I was worried it would be superficial and charismatic. It absolutely was charismatic, but it was also absolutely substantial. This was a union of the Charismatic faith with the meaty theology I personally have come to love.

I got to watch these speakers (in this order) and got something out of every one of them:

  • Sr. Miriam James Heidland, SOLTMade for More
  • Bishop Robert BarronThe Most Important Question You’ll Ever Ask
  • Dr. Edward SriWhat Wonderous Love is This: The Cross
  • Imaculee IlibagizaA Life Transformed In Christ
  • Dr. Jonathan ReyesResponding to the Father’s Call as Sons
  • Sr Bethany Madonna, S.V.Responding to the Father’s Call as Daughters
  • Chika Anyanwu Sacred Tension
  • Ken OgorekThe Ideal Parish Leader
  • Jennifer FulwilerYour Blue Flame: Do What Makes You Come Alive
  • Hilary DraftzWhy Do I need the Church?
  • Fr. Mike ShmitzThe Ultimate Invitation
  • Francis ChanThe Last Command
  • Curtis MartinThe Little Way

There are additional talks I haven’t watched yet but which I plan to soon:

  • Scott HahnEucharistic Amazement: the Bible and the Mass
  • John ZimmerHeroic Virtue
  • Emily WilsonBravery, Service, and Humility
  • Msgr. James SheaThe Healing of the Mind
  • Damon OwensThe Joy To Be
  • Fr. Augustino Torres, CFRCatholicism and Colonialism

I thought I would be able to write about the talks within a couple days but they were dense with wisdom, information, and inspiration.

I have pages of notes so there is more to come on this.

AMDG

CXCVIII – Charismatic Faith

I mentioned previously that I will be remotely attending SEEK21 this week–it begins on Thursday and proceeds through Sunday. Last week they held what they called a “pep rally” in anticipation of the conference. I wanted to share some initial reflections.

FOCUS and the SEEK conference I believe it is fair to say are charismatic in nature, and I mean that less as a personality trait and more of a…well it’s hard to say what exactly I mean when I describe them as charismatic. Let’s try and pin that down before I continue.

The word, as I use it, describes more the how of Christian praxis than the what. My parish puts on a ‘praise and worship’ event periodically which includes both adoration and praise music. When I have attended there are usually people in the front who, when the music starts, will be moved to stand and raise their hands and dance to their hearts content. It doesn’t apply to the “what” of praxis because both the people I observe and myself are there at this event; I choose to remain seated and focus on adoration, and for whatever reason these people are moved to stand and dance and raise their hands. There is nothing inherently right or wrong about this, but one attribute of a charismatic faith involves being very visible. Not my cup of tea but it does the job for some people.

My first exposure to a Charismatic faith was through a “non-denominational” pseudo-christian sect which I was not involved in but which people close to me were (I might write about this experience at some point). Their particular flavor involved “speaking in tongues” and prophesying. It is these latter two attributes that have left me with a poor taste for Charismatic faith and created an association between that style of worship and what one might call grifting. This makes me cynical.

A common feature with Charismatic faith is music. Pop-praise-music is usually paired with charismatic worship–again, nothing inherently right or wrong about pop-praise-music per se, but it is usually attended by the type of people I observed at the praise and worship event, up-front and in their own world, hands raised, trying to be as enthusiastic as possible.

NB: I’m reluctant to be overly critical because of my personal and extremely negative associations with the concept. This tempts me to be more negative, so I am trying to correct for that and emphasize that it’s not all bad, but I recognize that it might seem like I am using weasel-words. My own praxis might be totally inexplicable and unappealing to someone to whom the charismatic faith is relatable and appealing. My goal in writing this is not to express value judgments but to make observations.

To me, it strikes me as what I’ve seen described elsewhere as a “holiness spiral”. One person sings enthusiastically about faith. Another person wants to match their enthusiasm and so stands. Yet another person doesn’t want to be the only person sitting and so stands themselves, but also raises their hands. Another person also doesn’t want to be outdone–it goes on and on from there. It feels competitive to me–and that feeling makes me uneasy in a spiritual context. I’ve had conversations with people of a Charismatic bent which are totally unobjectionable theologically but which felt to me to be inauthentic. Recitation of platitudes demonstrates membership in the club but doesn’t tell me anything about what you actually think.

But again–the target audience for FOCUS is Catholic University Students (I am not a university student). The desire to appear dynamic and fun and interesting is a lure to keep University students engaged in their faith, so that they don’t lose hold of it as so many do during their college years. The parts of the charismatic faith that make it useful for grifters also makes it useful for missionaries trying to do an objectively good thing, which is keeping the Faith alive on college campuses.

So I don’t know what to expect with this conference. My hope is that it is substantive. I know many of the platitudes already and I am not interested in being trained in them again. I am interested in discussing the areas of faith where I am struggling, or in gathering resources for discussing faith. I read my way into the faith before learning to feel my faith, so the way I approach faith is completely different and will not be the same for everyone, so it will be interesting to see what comes out of this conference.

One final thought: Fr. Z over at his space has speculated that a true Catholic revival will require the elements of traditionalism to be wedded with the charismatic elements I’ve described above. St. Paul the Evangelist was, after all, both a charismatic preacher and totally committed to the tradition handed down from Christ. Such a union is possible.

More to come as the conference unfolds.

CXCIV – I’ll Be (Remotely) At SEEK21

FOCUS is the Fellowship of Catholic University Students. Every year they put on a conference called SEEK typically intended for an audience of…Catholic University Students. Because the conference will be remote this year, they have opened the conference up to parishes, and because I am involved in my parish’s young adult ministry, I will get to attend.

When I was a University Student, I was not Catholic, and so any opportunities at my university, such as they were (it was a small campus) were overlooked by me. In fact I’m not certain FOCUS had a presence at my college until after I graduated–there was definitely a Catholic chapel but it was right next to the “Campus Christian Community” building which was a social club that used Christianity as a macguffin for typical College social shenanigans. When I walked down the street both occupied, I overlooked them both, completely.

The coordinator of my parish young adult ministry, however, was “converted” one might say by FOCUS and finds herself in her current role as a consequence of that organization’s positive Catholic influence. So I have heard the good that FOCUS does and in fact our Diocesan Young Adult coordinator worked for FOCUS for some time and so I’ve become familiar with their language and methods.

But I am not familiar with FOCUS at a functional level. I have been several degrees of separation from the core organization, and SEEK21 will be my first exposure to them. I was peripherally aware of SEEK because other bloggers I have seen discuss their own experiences and attendance at the conference. I overlooked it as something closed to me, but no longer.

SEEK21 will host speakers, discussions, is intended to be the focus of small-groups and bible studies, and from what I have seen will cover the gamut of Catholic topics, the wisdom of which I hope to filter through my own brain and share here.

This post amounts to an FYI, I guess. If you will be at SEEK as well or if you are interested in the fruit of that conference, let me know. I hope to be a reliable record of events.

AMDG